A light to my path.

Hello! My name is Chermain.
& i'm turning 14 this year!
Give me presents on 2510 :D
我爱 NYMD Sec2’08 <3
我爱 BATCH '10! <3
我爱 TWILIGHT saga
我爱 dbsk!!
我爱 retail therapy.

ON AIR;

More bags, shoes, clothes!

Dance for life

To be able to "postpone the pleasure"

DBSK to come to Singapore!

Stay happy & strong :D

~~More freedom~~

TWILIGHT movie release date to be brought forward to tmr

~~Nice, clean school shoe~~

6 gracious'06 gathering!

Go somewhere nice overseas (:

Post-EOYS!

Shop more often (damn im turning shopaholic)

~~A LAPTOP!~~

HUGE change in wardrobe D:

Your tagboard here.

111'ers '07/ 211'ers '07♥
ONE ELEVEN 'o7 ADELYN AMANDASEE CHUNING GLADYS GRACEKOH koaHUIMIN LAITENG MICHELLE QIULUAN simHUIMIN SOKBOON SUSI TIFFANY VIVIAN WENJING ZIHAN
6-gracians♥
BINGRU CELESTE ELAINE JINGWEN JUNQI KAIYANG NIMIN SHARON SIYING SOPHIA THERON
nygh-ers♥
ALICIA AMANDA ASHLEY BELLE CHERMAINE CHITYIN CLARA CLAIRCE EILEEN ELLEN ESTELLE GERBERA GRACEkoh HUIYUN JIAYI JOLENE JINYIN KELLY MAYBELLE MINQHEE
SHANNON SHANPING+ROSANNE RACHEL G REGINA RUIQI SARAH SHIYAN TAMMIE
VINETTE WANTING YVONNE
chongfu-ers
AMANDAgoh ENCI GLENDA HUILI JIANING JINGWENtoh MAGGIE PEI XUAN QIANHUA TRINA WANJING YUJIA
YUXIN
friends from outerspace
AMANDA JIAWEI PENG NING RENNIE SI LYN SI YUN YORKLYN

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What is the world coming to.

Heyo.
Oh man, why does everything seems wrong now. D:
Not till the point where my life is falling apart, but now, i'm not so sure of my goals, my relationships, and my beliefs. It seems like... well idk how to say but, i'm forcing myself to enjoy life as it is now. It's not nice at all. I seem to be living for others, and not myself. I seem to be so sensitive that i will have an immediate response at someone's behaviour.
Conclusion: chermain, you suck.

Everything is changing. Even i'm changing. Idk what i've become.
I can't be open anymore. I can't share my thoughts freely anymore. I think before i act, think so hard and so much that it's tiring. Why is this happening oh man. D:

The once all zi-high and free and happy-go-lucky chermain has disappeared.
I admit that i'm putting on a mask now, such hypocrisy.
There are no tears in my eyes.
I feel like deleting this whole post and hurry go get myself busy and tired or something.
It's not for people to see and comment.
I think i burried myself too long alr.
I'm dying within myself.
I'm under too many masks, and i can't breathe.
Shit, what is becoming of me.
I fear too much, think too much.
I think all the negative energy are the reasons for all the headaches i'm suffering.
I feel unwell.
I feel horrible.
I wanna get out.
I am no longer who i am.
You're a monster chermain.

isuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuck D:

end of episode.